Simple has never been difficult to achieve.

If I were to follow my heart would I be guaranteed of getting a savior by the end of all this??

Yesterday was epic-ly awesome!!! Celebrated my Dad’s b’day @ Pizza Hut although I insisted for Domino’s  but heck it was worth it!!! Hahaha!!! Manage to fit 5 fully grown people at the back of the SUV and then laughed so hard when we were all sharing past experiences to Aishah!!1 Our new member of the family!!1 heheheh She’s not bad :p I don’t mind her being part of the family now….. And anyway now she is one of us! Just not official yet…

Boy does life goes on… :D

Happiness and knowledge comes with a price, your time, but boy is it worth it ;) 

Today’s agenda!!! Study… Bake some choc chip with oat cookies.. More studying! Try to make an awesome concoction out of the things in my fridge fro my dad to taste… More studying!!!! Consider getting a dog… Try to strangle my cat.. And even more studying! Try to make my Dad eat more awesome concoctions… More studying!! Irritate Debbie… My Bestie!!! wooohoo to that! More studying!!!!!!! Irritate my other bestie…. And even more studying!!! Try to get fruitfly’s number…. hmmm… More studying??

Dropped my phone 4 times today…. 4 TIMES!!! and then the 5th time was freaking A awesome… Under running water…. I sooooooo have to get a new phone already…. and my phone plan still has like a year to go?? haiyo…. Now my delete button is equivalent to my send button….

Yesterday I managed to tell her bout my situation and she read through you like you were nothing but water to her and she was right! She even told me that people like this don’t know what they want in life and that their meaning in living is as lost as those who do not dwell in consequences….. While people may abandon you or just let you be on your own way, I sincerely hope that you might change to the person I once knew you as, a strong-willed determined person who would strive so hard to have what he wants in life. And that you don’t hurt anybody else’s hearts along the way… But that would be asking too much now wouldn’t it? If I told you I was supporting you would be wrong cos I am not supporting your motives in life but whenever that “plan” of yours ever fail and that none of your friends give you any support instead bring you down lower, then I will be there just to lend a helping hand…

Dreamt that my family or this one person in particular would get hurt if I don’t do something every week until the last “episode” comes….

If you cannot seem to express the feeling that you have inside the other party would never know how much you love her/him

Note to self…

Always remember, that you are always loved by one that is more deserving of your love and you will be okay :D

Cheer up!!!

No ICE CREAM @ EDGE!!!! OMG!!!  crying my eye balls out and no ice cream!!  Debbie!!!! help me here!!!! I want Ice cream!!!!

The pain is slowly kicking in… Its like slowly trying to engulf me tear by tear until I drown.

It was nice.